Category Archives: Personal Narratives

I won’t lower down my expectations

I know that the world is shaking right now, where most of us are sad, angry, aching, mourning; and that amidst this strange and wretched time, everything appears grim, morose, and without hope - but should our own heart be alike the gloomy ambiance that’s surrounding us? That’s the question that I’ve been trying toContinue reading “I won’t lower down my expectations”

Writing abates the storm in my heart

Writing abates the storm that often rages in my heart - like frustrations, anxieties, sadness, anger, unacceptance, incomprehensiveness, and all of these other emotional disaster that wrecks my all. When I write, my heart feels lighter, my soul soars higher, I can see clearer, and I feel happier. When I am immersed within, only facingContinue reading “Writing abates the storm in my heart”

Harpooning The Next Day

I’ve been doing lots of thinking since this ill-wind blew its mortal breath upon the world. This situation, or these sequences of situations look like one of these fictional stories I watch on television, read in books, or even, same as those stories I write or daydream about . . . Sad days which surelyContinue reading “Harpooning The Next Day”

My Sudden Realization Amidst The Crisis

I have always been a quiet-over-confident type of person, mainly due to my loyalty and worship of the self; and where most of my tragedy shows stem from the fact that my self-esteem has taken a harsh blow. I lose all self-control when I feel that my self-esteem has been attacked; I see red, andContinue reading “My Sudden Realization Amidst The Crisis”

The Dedication Amidst Anxiety

“When you’re going through hell, keep going” - anon Anxiety has always been a poison to my mind - it rules me, it makes me unproductive, it fogs my mind, I can’t see clearly. My mind is an arid land when confronted to anxieties, which most of the time change into stress, and stress toContinue reading “The Dedication Amidst Anxiety”

Metaphorical and Literal

The poetic genre I love When earth shakes, do snakes escape from its mouth, while all roots unroot from the soil? — how can I, the author of this sentence, be surprised by what I’ve written on my own… is it my natural ability to observe from another’s perception that brings me to that conclusion,Continue reading “Metaphorical and Literal”

Passionately Attach To What I Produce

That’s why I don’t abandon Darcocyte would have been an aborted project if I had abandoned its conception. But that is where my strange anthropomorphic habits tend to save the day — looking at it as something tangible and true, one that belongs to the realm of existence — I couldn’t fail to write it.Continue reading “Passionately Attach To What I Produce”

About Meditation For Creatives

My experience of the thing To “meditate” is defined in the dictionary as: “to think deeply and seriously about something” - but to gain what exactly? As for me, in the beginning, I wanted release from stress; and with all the books that I already had - about the power of Meditation and all theContinue reading “About Meditation For Creatives”

Writing Is What I Want To Do

“BE“ Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself. George Bernard Shaw If there is one verb that inspires and motivates me to go further, and to do more of what I am doing, it’s without contest the verb “be”. I believe that what we really want to achieve determines what we becomeContinue reading “Writing Is What I Want To Do”

My 2020 Resolutions

Concerning my creative career My tries of yesteryearFell on the soil -Bloomed out a strange plantWhose leaves I ate this year -Mistakes to not make againMistakes to not make again. -Eiravel- Here comes the time of the year where some resolutions need to be thought about. As for my 2019 resolutions, most of them haveContinue reading “My 2020 Resolutions”

I’ve Been On Cloud Nine

Productivity & Focus I’ve been flying on cloud nine, woolgathering all of the ideas that might make up my poetry book i-Organel Dreamscape. It was a mindscape filled of wonderment, where I’ve been meeting with all the creatures that run wildly within my dreams—those figments that make up my imagination—and expressing all of these momentsContinue reading “I’ve Been On Cloud Nine”

How The Completion Of Darcocyte Happened

From then till now Not all those who wander are lost;— Tolkien It all started on Pinterest. Yes . . . Six or seven years ago I was introduced to this platform by Xu_Ann_the_3rd, my lil’ sister; and since then, I’ve been contaminated with the virus of creativity, DIY, and everything aesthetic. All of theseContinue reading “How The Completion Of Darcocyte Happened”

Science Fiction, The literature Of Ideas

I really don’t know how this all began in my head, I mean, how did I came up with the idea of writing a science-fiction novel — the most difficult genre to be writing, mainly because there needs to be lot of researches in order to be able to build a whole new world, system,Continue reading “Science Fiction, The literature Of Ideas”

Darcocyte Has Been Published

“I’ve walked many miles as to find myself and finally be, crossed trillions of stars and experienced more than one existence as to finally learn, shed more than one tears and broke my heart more than once as to finally understand . . . that infinity and everything that is, simply stream through a poolContinue reading “Darcocyte Has Been Published”

The word that sounds best to my ears

It’s a resonance to my ears, to my mind If I told you that the word ooze tickles the fancy of my mind, where this one word is a lullaby to my ears, it ooze and leaks its way throughout the realm of my imagination, it makes my internal chords sensible to a hum-like call,Continue reading “The word that sounds best to my ears”

If I Had Abandoned

Driven By Passion & Determination It has been difficult, very difficult indeed. It had been almost alienating… and all of this happened during the strangest episode that I have ever encountered in my whole life… and believe me, I have encountered a lot. I should have abandoned and taken all of these hoaxes that myContinue reading “If I Had Abandoned”