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  • I Can’t Continue Like That
    I’m mentally exhausted right now. I can’t continue like that. Without an editorial calendar, and without planning in advance what to write, I’m predestined to fail, I’m bound to let my housework, and as well as all of the other important things that I neglect to write, read, take photos, create social-media contents, pileup, I’m certain that I’ll hate writing like all of these other things that cause lots of frustrations and stress in me… despise it like everything else that takes away my peace […]
  • Farewell To A Queen
    Farewell To A Queen Dark skies look more beautiful When stars and the moon shine Within its chest full of dreams, And when the fragrance of flowers Floats on light wings heavenward The being comes down to find A rare and rough gem that shines Without polishing, without facets A queen who has the memories, who Already wears a crown from birth — A gentle queen, faithful, dutiful The quintessence of nobleness An example for all queens to be A sovereign who knows, has learned […]
  • My Blogging Debut
    Really great people make you feel that you, too, can become great Mark Twain I don’t think that I’ve ever told you the story of my first encounter with the word ‘blog’. It was during the time when I was hunting for a work-from-home job on a local employment website that the job-post from a French lifestyle magazine caught my eyes — it was an offshore job-offer to freelancers, or any other companies that had their own website or blog, where they also stipulated that […]
  • Goad
    On that day I abandoned you beside a flower-laden pathway that led to nowhere, where only the sky and the sun witnessed my afternoon despair. I ran away without looking back, fearing that my heart would fail me like it once did… when one fine morning I found you in my backyard, trembling amidst the last dried leaves of the departing season. You were back then such a tiny, strange inoffensive, and cute looking creature, that fitted perfectly in the palm of my hand. You […]
  • Mountaineering Vibe
    Mountaineering vibe I have the mountaineering vibe I’m not afraid of the height Confident, I’ll slowly climb Thrilled, I’ll hold myself tight And if I’m trapped in landslides Surprised by unexpected threats Frightened that I might fall Then I’ll hold myself tighter To the cracks, edges, flakes And if needed, I’ll create, thrust With the force of my head and fists Openings in these steep walls For me to hide for some time, And if they push me, ensnare me Cut my chord, wreck my […]
  • Why I deleted these posts
    While revising all of my blogposts I re-wrote and corrected many posts that needed clarity and editing, but I also deleted these old posts that were marred with nonsense, and that lacked strength and information. In ‘The Struggle is Real’ I felt that I wrote this piece from a place of angst, ignorance, and confusion; while rereading the text that I impulsively wrote, I felt that the negative energy I felt back then punched me in the face, I knew right away that I had […]
  • My Lynchian Dreams — Like Twin Peaks
    I wish that I could write stories or poems like David Lynch does. I wish that I could encapsulate the rawness of the subconscious as it runs free when creating. I wish I could effortlessly implement like David Lynch these dreamsical elements that can be only known by the subconscious… I wish I could seduce first and foremost minds that recognise this familiar thing, this indescribable thing that goes unnoticed, but which reveals itself through creative sceneries. I think that I recognised it through Twin […]
  • Thoughts At Twilight Hours
    When on Monday I went to the beach so as to change atmosphere and take some photos for this blog, I had a serendipitous encounter with the subliminal facet of nature — I faced the scenery of a magical glowing orange disc slowly setting at the horizon of the ocean… this magnificent view from the beach appeased my internal conflicts, and I’m again in love with nature, with all of her colours, for she’s the most generous and selfless thing that I’ve ever seen; I’m […]
  • Inconsistent posting until September
    Since the beginning of July I’ve been revising, editing, and proofreading all blogposts as well as the photos that I’ve published on this blog. I’m having a great deal of fun while going through all of these blogposts, as I imagine that I’m playing a type of brain game while editing. I’ve also laughed a lot while reading all of my primary thoughts, which were blogposts where I whined a lot, that were biased, and incoherent. But it takes so much time and concentration to […]
  • Under that sky of July
    Forget the times of your distress, but never forget what they taught you. Herbert Gasser Under that sky of July I quietly moulted to become the woman that I’ve always dreamed to look like at my age — comprehensive, serene, joyful, confident, feeling secured, and grounded in reality.  I found again my heart in the wintry embrace of July.  July, the month where I opened my eyes for the first time in this world, sweetened my bitterness with honey manufactured by the wonderful bees… honey […]
  • To mentally plan in advance what I’ll be writing
    If you can imagine it, you can achieve it. William Arthur Ward I don’t have the time to sit down and plan my days in advance through lists and notes simply because I’m a very busy versatile stay-at-home-mom; thus, to be able to achieve my writing goals, I had to practice planning in advance in my head what I needed to write, their titles, and as well as the picture that would have accompanied that specific piece of writing. Of course, in the beginning it […]
  • Wild And Free
    Wild And Free All of these souls That roam around free With their eyes close Still they see Through inner eye Within divine insights Upon heavy sky Flying with lights Abolished souls Tell me your finds I’m filled with faults Misinterpreting the signs Free my mind Lead me to escape To that one shrine That has no shape Your bodies shine Oh loved ones Your souls lit bright Fierceless all at once Show me liberation And how to really love Undergoing elevation Flying like a […]
  • Blossoming Through Writing
    “Express yourself, don’t repress yourself.” From the song ‘Human Nature’,  by Madonna To blossom in life one needs to be able to freely express feelings, thoughts, and ideas in pacific artistic ways, and where I believe that expressing oneself through writing is within everyone’s reach, for all you have to do is write whatever you want, with anything you can write with, and this, on everything you want to.   To write is a universal right in itself, for concretisation of what’s internal is the […]
  • Abed
    Abed, all heart sings Each body rests As the mind flies Our bodies sway Like ships on rough seas, And whole cities are born And new civilisation too, Abed secrets take the shape Of ghosts that haunt our dreams And of faceless memories Covered with our bedsheets — Those silent witnesses  Of our unavowable fantasies. -eiravel- The cold bite of winter makes me want to stay in bed, under my thick blanket, while binging series and watching movies with my mug of tea or hot […]
  • A Daring Endeavour
    I started to write and blog from scratch. I started to write when my English vocabulary was very poor; I started to write when I was still making lots of grammatical mistakes.  I started to write my first book when I didn’t know anything about writing, nor how to use writing softwares.  I started to blog when I didn’t know a damn thing about how to use CMS (content managing system); I was not at all tech savvy, hadn’t learned anything about digital designations, or […]
  • Mindabsorbent
    This mind of mine is a sponge That’s thirsty and hungry For a type of esoteric knowledge That would set me free from the mundane Here to solve the mysteries of this life My brain absorbs through my six senses Clues that emanate from my environment All hidden in plain sight, behind eyes I go on solving these strange life puzzle To unlock a new level of the game I play My reward, assertion of my will, freely, and The liberation of my imprisoned mind […]
  • Cultivating patience through growing plants 
    The mint plant I started to take an interest in gardening when I understood that growing flowers and other plants could help me cultivate that patience which I needed so much on my creative writing adventure. I began this little game of dirtying my hands in the soil during the first lockdown, with that single little sprig of mint which remained after that I completely neglected the seasoning herbs that my mother-in-law used to take care of.  Have to say that I wasn’t at all […]
  • Sounds Of Unification
    Everything sings — Birds, rain, winds A music that rings To free all things In this musical world Joyful hearts unfurl As loud voices are heard While symphonies hurl “The sounds of Earth” Hopefully sails above Along this dark firth Praising our musical worth Then this musical note That strangely floats In our heart, thoughts — We dance, thrilled, caught All of our heart beat As we dance on our feet This rhythmic heat Unify, as we all meet. -eiravel- Happy music day world. The […]
  • What Is Absolute Beauty
    To know what absolute beauty is You’ll have to walk in flowery fields Feel the warmth of the vibrant sunlight As all these flower-heads dance in the breeze Look at this sky that’s so clear and blue You are a bird flying up all day through Dreaming to reach the stars that blink above Drinking rain, painting life in your own hues Everything needs to remain marvellous, bright Every single dark corner lighted up by lights For absolute beauty is unraveled by radiance This luminescence […]
  • Everything Is Okay
    Everything is okay in the end, if it’s not ok, then it’s not the end. Anon Sometimes I am a very tortured person inside, but I try my very best to shed these negativities as soon as I start the day, because living with all of these dark thoughts that run through my mind destroy this heart of mine and poison the blood in my veins. Thus I seek the wonderful and the positive in everything I do, and in each thing that surrounds me […]
  • Reading is my main booster
    Reading is the creative pill that I swallow when the words seem to be stuck somewhere inside of me. To write I need an enthusiastic energy ― not passion, not determination, not audacity, but it’s enthusiasm that free the words from this inner fathomless sea where they rest.     The moment I stop reading the flames that ignite my inspiration die. I don’t know why reading helps me that much in my writing process, but it’s a fact to me that it helps me […]