Tag: My Writing Struggles
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Everything Is Okay
Everything is okay in the end, if it’s not ok, then it’s not the end. Anon Sometimes I am a very tortured person inside, but I try my very best to shed these negativities as soon as I start the day, because living with all of these dark thoughts that run through my mind destroy […]
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I learned to learn from my mistakes
The only real mistake is the one from which we learn nothing. Henry Ford Of mistakes I make a lot, mainly with my writings, but I try my best to correct them, or at least learn what I need to do so as to rectify my mistakes. Impatience and ego are the two main destructive […]
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May Fragments Of Thoughts
“You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. […] You must do the thing which you think you cannot do.” — Eleanor Roosevelt In the month of May, on this side of the world, summer begins to gently walk away to let the […]
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Darcocyte, My Sweet Ache
The only real mistake is the one from which we learn nothing. Henry Ford I’ve stopped counting the years… for it seems that Darcocyte forms an integral part of me now. It’s my shame, my ache, my sin, my failure, my drama, my unborn, my illusiatory, this pang in my heart, my first, my pride, […]
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Tiresome Editing
It’s October, summer is around the corner, the soft light of dawn filters through my curtains earlier than that of the gloomy winter; birds chirp joyfully, everywhere colourful flowers bloom at the touch of summer daylights, and the cells of my body vibrate at the invisible kisses of summery delights. I feel inspired, my creative energy […]
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Moved Back For Better Jumping
Take rest; a field that has rested gives a bountiful crop. Ovid I hope that I moved back so as to be able to jump further ahead. I pressed the reset button to start all over again from the place where I should have really begin when I first started my creative-writing adventure. I am […]
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Confinement – Day 1
Some of them say that gloomy and destructive feelings breed the most fascinating creative work, but that’s not at all the case for me. When bad news or any other stressful factors pound on my heart and mind, I instantly creep towards my bed to slip inside a cocoon where I feel safe from any […]
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My Desertion From The Webhosphere
But nothing remains stable or sustaining in life; and after lockdown everything changed for me. 2020 has been very challenging for me, I guess it has been the case for many of you. Before the outbreak of the pandemic or whatever else, I was always stuck on my PC and smartphone; always hunting down for […]
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Bits of thoughts from a shattered heart
Its patience; my impatience A river runs deep inside of me. And it takes its source from the mountain of my mind. It slowly flows, streams patiently, and on its course it engulfs some water creatures, some aquatic plants, and loads of pebbles and soil, and this, all the while I sit on its bank, […]
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Nightmare on editing street
Today I waked up and thought about how much time and effort goes in editing my writings, and I asked myself – isn’t there any other way for me to alleviate my editing struggles? Am I condemned to never be able to spot my own grammatical errors, word dispositions, and wrong display of sentences right […]
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I won’t lower down my expectations
I know that the world is shaking right now, where most of us are sad, angry, aching, mourning; and that amidst this strange and wretched time, everything appears grim, morose, and without hope – but should our own heart be alike the gloomy ambiance that’s surrounding us? That’s the question that I’ve been trying to […]
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Harpooning The Next Day
I’ve been doing lots of thinking since this ill-wind blew its mortal breath upon the world. This situation, or these sequences of situations look like one of these fictional stories I watch on television, read in books, or even, same as those stories I write or daydream about . . . Sad days which surely […]
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My Sudden Realization Amidst The Crisis
I have always been a quiet-over-confident type of person, mainly due to my loyalty and worship of the self; and where most of my tragedy shows stem from the fact that my self-esteem has taken a harsh blow. I lose all self-control when I feel that my self-esteem has been attacked, I see red, and […]
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The Struggle Is Real
Mainstay: the person or thing that something depends on most in order to continue or be successful. There was a time where I was taken aback by the websphere. I was discouraged, I was confused, I was overwhelmed — mainly due to the fact that I was blind as a bat flying in daytime. Thing […]
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I’ve Been On Cloud Nine
Productivity & Focus I’ve been flying on cloud nine, woolgathering all of the ideas that might make up my poetry book i-Organel Dreamscape. It was a mindscape filled of wonderment, where I’ve been meeting with all the creatures that run wildly within my dreams—those figments that make up my imagination—and expressing all of these moments […]
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The Weight Of Doing It All In Solo
Self-teaching oneself is much more difficult and time consuming than I would have ever thought. Completing my book, creating content for my blog, learning, masterminding ideas for my solopreneur future, taking care of the children and of the house… pheeww! Telling you folks, I am overwhelmed, and this to the point that lately I had […]
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A Dumb Mistake
Erasing my account was really a silly mistake I wish I could tell all of you what’s wrong with me, I wish I could make you understand all the things that goes through my mind sometimes, and that on some days I am like one of these machines or devices that burst a cable or […]
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