My heart can't house things abandoned
As my heart will loudly sadly crack
And what escapes would be all maddened
With my screams piercing, tortured on a rack
It will leave my body stranded, tired
Filled of morosities and blue colors
Stuffed with shaking bones all battered
Where not even a grey sky make it offers
A fear of bitter abandonment,
A nightmare that once became alive
Where traumatism became all significant
And where I was drowning before I could dive
My heart can't house things abandoned
They flirted with my mind and I got burned
Everything around me got so saddened
And sadly coming to me I knew I learned
I can't be a sky abandoned to itself —
Stuck between dark space and land it can't touch;
Could it be aware of its vast lonely blue lands?
Or else, might it be asleep that too much
But I love to see them all these places
Abandoned, with an atmosphere of peace
Perhaps because they are places without faces
And that nobody else is given their keys.
I live somewhere in the South West of the Island of Mauritius. I am a mother, a spouse, a great life enthusiast. I love writing fiction, poems, and blog; I love listening to music, watch movies, read good books; also, love the sublime and the strange; and I am also interested in all types and forms of art that pleases my mind. I've even self-published a science-fiction book (Darcocyte), and I aspire to make a living through my writings.
A very powerful piece of writing. The fear of abandonment sits with most of us, I think, but this is a very visceral way of looking at it, thank you for sharing.
2 replies on “Things Abandoned”
A very powerful piece of writing. The fear of abandonment sits with most of us, I think, but this is a very visceral way of looking at it, thank you for sharing.
LikeLike
Thank you very much for your encouragement.
LikeLike