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The Sequential Dream I Made Of An Abacus

😩I am busy these days – helping my children with their lessons at home, writing, and masterminding new plans. I made a wrong decision at the wrong time, that is, to subscribe to the premium plan when I haven’t even made a cent online, to inject further in my small biz. I don’t want to […]

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My Sudden Realization Amidst The Crisis

I have always been a quiet-over-confident type of person, mainly due to my loyalty and worship of the self; and where most of my tragedy shows stem from the fact that my self-esteem has taken a harsh blow. I lose all self-control when I feel that my self-esteem has been attacked; I see red, and […]

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The Dedication Amidst Anxiety

“When you’re going through hell, keep going” – anon Anxiety has always been a poison to my mind – it rules me, it makes me unproductive, it fogs my mind, I can’t see clearly. My mind is an arid land when confronted to anxieties, which most of the time change into stress, and stress to […]

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Metaphorical and Literal

The poetic genre I love When earth shakes, do snakes escape from its mouth, while all roots unroot from the soil? — how can I, the author of this sentence, be surprised by what I’ve written on my own… is it my natural ability to observe from another’s perception that brings me to that conclusion, […]

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Women, Sensibility, And Fiction Writing

Happy International Women’s Day As a reader of fiction, I never choose the book that I’ll be reading based from the name that’s inscribed on the book cover; neither will I ever pay attention to gender or race… these information are of no whichever use to me, for I have my own personal choosing criteria […]

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Passionately Attach To What I Produce

That’s why I don’t abandon Darcocyte would have been an aborted project if I had abandoned its conception. But that is where my strange anthropomorphic habits tend to save the day, looking at it as something tangible and true, one that belongs to the realm of existence, I couldn’t fail to write it. My personal […]

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The Struggle Is Real

Just a simple user There was a time where I was taken aback by the websphere. I was discouraged, I was confused, I was overwhelmed — mainly due to the fact that I was blind as a bat flying in daytime. Thing is, to get the necessary control over something, you need to first and […]

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Layers Of Chaos

When it’s Dark, I can’t see The confusion alleviates me My senses are in dissaray And I am lost screaming mayday. A light goes on, shinning brightly But its rays beam out faintly – I am lost on my own way So blind in a world filled of dissaray; A sound echo confuses my mind […]

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About Meditation For Creatives

My experience of the thing To “meditate” is defined in the dictionary as: “to think deeply and seriously about something” – but to gain what exactly? As for me, in the beginning, I wanted release from stress; and with all the books that I already had – about the power of Meditation and all the […]

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Writing Is what I Want To Do

“BE” If there is one verb that inspires and motivates me to go further, and to do more, it’s without contest the verb “be”. I believe that what we really want, determines what we become in life — hence, the where there is a will there is a way quote. But only if this was […]

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My 2020 Resolutions

Concerning my creative career My tries of yesteryearFell on the soil –Bloomed out a strange plantWhose leaves I ate this year –Mistakes to not make againMistakes to not make again. -Eiravel- Here comes the time of the year where some resolutions need to be thought about. As for my 2019 resolutions, most of them have […]

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I’ve Been On Cloud Nine

Productivity through total focus I’ve been flying on cloud nine, woolgathering all of the ideas that might make up my poetry book i-Organel Dreamscape. It was a mindscape filled of wonderment, where I’ve been meeting with all the creatures that run wildly within my dreams—those figments that make up my imagination—and expressing all of these […]

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How The Completion Of Darcocyte Happened

From then till now Not all those who wander are lost;— Tolkien It all started on Pinterest. Yes . . . Six or seven years ago I was introduced to this platform by Xu_Ann_the_3rd, my lil’ sister; and since then, I’ve been contaminated with the virus of creativity, DIY, and everything aesthetic. All of these […]

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Science Fiction, The literature Of Ideas

I really don’t know how this all began in my head, I mean, how did I came up with the idea of writing a science-fiction novel — the most difficult genre to be writing, mainly because there needs to be lot of researches in order to be able to build a whole new world, system, […]

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Darcocyte Has Been Published

“I’ve walked many miles as to find myself and finally be, crossed trillions of stars and experienced more than one existence as to finally learn, shed more than one tears and broke my heart more than once as to finally understand . . . that infinity and everything that is, simply stream through a pool […]

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The word that sounds best to my ears

It’s a resonance to my ears, to my mind If I told you that the word ooze tickles the fancy of my mind, where this one word is a lullaby to my ears, it ooze and leaks its way throughout the realm of my imagination, it makes my internal chords sensible to a hum-like call, […]

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If I Had Abandoned

Driven By Passion & Determination It has been difficult, very difficult indeed. It had been almost alienating… and all of this happened during the strangest episode that I have ever encountered in my whole life… and believe me, I have encountered a lot. I should have abandoned and taken all of these hoaxes that my […]

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When Words Hurt

Weaponization of what’s beautiful When my mind is too much shaken, I go from 1 to 10,000 breaking loose, unable to concentrate properly on writing, for my mind is too busy imagining all kinds of murderous scenes (to use for stories, of course). That’s what happened to me on Wednesday, when I had the unpleasant […]

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Beloved; Toni Morrison

A Little Anecdote When I heard about the passing away of the author Toni Morrison, I knew that I had to blog about the particular instance that brought me to have knowledge of the author behind one of the most intriguing beautiful movies that I have ever watched about slavery. Thing is, I never knew […]

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The Edit

I plunge myself one last time into the story – It’s the final round till refinery My eyes are meticulously Critical While my mind is eagerly Maniacal Inside my heart, an invisible agitation Groans like a thunder like of fascination I try to keep my pace and seemingly peace – But its shattering, and its […]